While messing around with Grails, I actually came across this screen after pumping some rather funny sample test data.
Dear bloggie,
Today in my facebook news feed, I saw a album upload of one of my generation's classmate tying the knot. A part of my feel happy that my classmate found that someone special in his life to spend the rest of his life with, another part of me feels the depressed and even envy to a degree...
I'm already hitting the mid-age line and yet there's no sign I would ever find someone special in my life. I get the feeling, I'll probably die alone...
Coupled this with my current unemployment exodus, I find myself lost. Lost in this endless sea of possibilities... Everyone is perhaps born with the unlimited possibilities of what they can achieve or do with his/her life. While we would never know where any of these possibilities would lead us to, failure or success, I have that choice in our hand. Lucky ones find their path early, while some like me perhaps are still unable to find their way. I thought given enough time, I would eventually find the path I want to walk but somehow I fear they may not be one for me. I often ponder why did I survive the car accident 3-4 years back... Is it because I still have incomplete thing I need to perform in God's Fate Script? Is it because I still haven't pay enough for my past karma? Is is simply pure random luck I survive?
Sometimes I wished I lack the curiosity to think of this kind of things... Why we exists? Who am I? Why is this world so f*cked up? Why are people so blind to the fragility of their life? Blablabla... Without this thoughts, I feel I would live my life more stupidly but I think I would be less depressed than I currently am... Ignorance is after all bliss, they say...
Today in my facebook news feed, I saw a album upload of one of my generation's classmate tying the knot. A part of my feel happy that my classmate found that someone special in his life to spend the rest of his life with, another part of me feels the depressed and even envy to a degree...
I'm already hitting the mid-age line and yet there's no sign I would ever find someone special in my life. I get the feeling, I'll probably die alone...
Coupled this with my current unemployment exodus, I find myself lost. Lost in this endless sea of possibilities... Everyone is perhaps born with the unlimited possibilities of what they can achieve or do with his/her life. While we would never know where any of these possibilities would lead us to, failure or success, I have that choice in our hand. Lucky ones find their path early, while some like me perhaps are still unable to find their way. I thought given enough time, I would eventually find the path I want to walk but somehow I fear they may not be one for me. I often ponder why did I survive the car accident 3-4 years back... Is it because I still have incomplete thing I need to perform in God's Fate Script? Is it because I still haven't pay enough for my past karma? Is is simply pure random luck I survive?
Sometimes I wished I lack the curiosity to think of this kind of things... Why we exists? Who am I? Why is this world so f*cked up? Why are people so blind to the fragility of their life? Blablabla... Without this thoughts, I feel I would live my life more stupidly but I think I would be less depressed than I currently am... Ignorance is after all bliss, they say...
Dear bloggie,
Did a body composition test yesterday... Here was my stats:
Weight: 68.0 kg
BMI: 22.5
Body Fat: 16%
Viscera Fat: 5
BMR: 1602
Body Age: 28
Overall my body is in "healthy" category, with my muscle growth plateauing, my current goal is to reduce my body fat and viscera fat. Sadly with my leg still having injured, won't be able to jog as cardio (+ I hate the stationary bike) and my lack of discipline in eating, I don't foresee myself meeting this goal anytime soon.
Did a body composition test yesterday... Here was my stats:
Weight: 68.0 kg
BMI: 22.5
Body Fat: 16%
Viscera Fat: 5
BMR: 1602
Body Age: 28
Overall my body is in "healthy" category, with my muscle growth plateauing, my current goal is to reduce my body fat and viscera fat. Sadly with my leg still having injured, won't be able to jog as cardio (+ I hate the stationary bike) and my lack of discipline in eating, I don't foresee myself meeting this goal anytime soon.
Dear bloggie,
Happen to noticed my bucket list on the side of my blog and decided to attempt cross out another in the list.
Will try to learn how to say the universal greeting/cursing "Fuck You" in 50 languages.
So I'll start with my favourite foreign country...
Land under constant harassment of giants
Free sex, AV and watever imaginable sex style human being can cum up with
Where people can dress up as their favorite fictional heroes/villains/sex fiends and walk around the streetwithout being look at like some weirdo
Birthplace of one of the greatest piece of creation of mankind
Origin of the Hollywood movie about a gaijin that came to exterminate the local's warriors but ended up slaying their leader's brother in law, bromance with their leader (the leader must really have hated his brother in law), learn their cheat code to yield katana like Luke Skywalker, watch the wife of the local warrior he killed bath and also somehow get to kiss her...
Ah yes, Japan!
(Note: If ur a male that's straight n above 20 but "claim" to not recognize the pretty face model with the sexy pose above, fakku anata!)
Happen to noticed my bucket list on the side of my blog and decided to attempt cross out another in the list.
Will try to learn how to say the universal greeting/cursing "Fuck You" in 50 languages.
So I'll start with my favourite foreign country...
Land under constant harassment of giants
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Where people can dress up as their favorite fictional heroes/villains/sex fiends and walk around the street
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Birthplace of one of the greatest piece of creation of mankind
Origin of the Hollywood movie about a gaijin that came to exterminate the local's warriors but ended up slaying their leader's brother in law, bromance with their leader (the leader must really have hated his brother in law), learn their cheat code to yield katana like Luke Skywalker, watch the wife of the local warrior he killed bath and also somehow get to kiss her...
Ah yes, Japan!
ファック あなた (Fakku Anata) = Fuck You
(Note: If ur a male that's straight n above 20 but "claim" to not recognize the pretty face model with the sexy pose above, fakku anata!)
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