Thursday, December 4, 2008 0 b*tchin

~Always Somewhere

Dear bloggie,

Music, it's so soothing and intoxicating...


Always Somewhere - Scorpions

Arrive at seven the place feels good
No time to call you today
Encore till eleven then Chinese food
Back to the hotel again

I call your number the line ain't free
I like to tell you come to me
A night without you seems like a lost dream
Love I can't tell you how I feel

Always somewhere
Miss you where I've been
I'll be back to love you again

Another morning another place
The only day off is far away
But every city has seen me in the end
And brings me to you again

Always somewhere
Miss you where I've been
I'll be back to love you again
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Pain and meaning

Dear bloggie,
Did you ever say yes to a pleasure?
Oh my friends, then you also said yes to all pain.
All things are linked, entwined, in love with one another.
What does not kill me, makes me stronger.
- Friedrich Nietzsche
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 0 b*tchin

Who wanna be a Millionaire? Apparently not Kamal...

Dear bloggie,

Why would someone with no desires for money join "Who want's to a Millionaire" for? Tat is apparently the tagline for tis movie.



Was kinda slackin around the internet when i stumble across a video clip of Kamal answering a question in the "Who wanna be a Millionaire" before getting blur f*ck when he was told he answer it correctly and asking the host "Are you nervous?". It enuff of stir my curiosity todo a simple internet search which reveals a plotline that really interest me. The storyline seem to follow the format of how he came to know the answers for the seemingly impossible to answer questions in the contest from his life experience. This is a very innovative storytelling method that really aroused my interest for this movie.

I mean our personality is so claimed to be consist of two parts, our self as we are born as and our self as we are as we grow through interaction with our environment. I think it would be interesting to see how particulars peoples, events and things affect our personality. While I haven't seen this movie, I get the feeling that the impossible to answer questions in the "Who wanna be a Millionaire" are actually symbolic representation on aspects of our self as who we are, what we know, how we would react to certain things, our perspective in life, ultimately our experience in life, and I really dig tat.

Unfortunately tis movie is not available in Malaysia yet (Dunno even if it will make it to our shores)... *Sigh*
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Bakau @ Fortune Telling

Dear bloggie,

Just had my fortune told via a internet website. How can I live without the World Wide Web...

Anyway here was the reading I got:



The Hanged Man:

Pausing to reflect. Surrendering to an experience. Adjusting to new ideas through sacrifice. Opening oneself to intuition and enhanced awareness. Letting go of past patterns and growing beyond them. Inner peace, faith, and serenity.
Monday, December 1, 2008 0 b*tchin

~I'm a creep

Dear bloggie,

Dedicating tis song to all those creep out there...



Creep - Radiohead

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking very special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door...
She's running out
she runs, runs, runs, runs...
runs...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...