"There's no like me. I'm not like anything, and if I were it certainly wouldn't be me. - Jaye Tyler, Wonderfalls"Ah, the About Me page... The place in a blog where the blogger would take a look at themselves in the mirror and put into words how they perceive that reflection using abstract terms.
So how do we perceive our reflection in the mirror? Some would describe their reflection using words they heard from the people around them, "you're fat lah" and suddenly the reflection in mirror look fat@$$. Some would describe their reflection on what they think or feel inside, "I'm the man with the biggest humility in this world" (insert Joker's hand clap here). Some would create a illusion on what they see in their reflection, "I''m a handsome f*ck that chick would drop down and die for". Some would use the physical details they see in their reflection to describe themselves, "Black hair, black eyes, thick eyebrow, oval shaped face, etc".
So how do I perceive my reflection in the mirror?
I would attempt to describe my reflection in 3 views...
Physical
A ectomorph (aka skinny runt) with a 1 pack abs who heights is 174cm and weights 68kg (at time this was written) . Has dry black hair with a a rather severe balding at the crown of my head. Face shape leaning towards oval, tend to have facial hair around the sideburns, upper lip and jaw area. Looks like someone aged around late twenties or early thirties. Short sighted hence wears optical glasses most of the time. Categorized as a apple body type (waist bigger than hip). Has warm skin tone which is often quite tanned most of the time. Has distinctive mole at right upper lip and between left eye, eyebrow and nose. Blood type O and has been diagnosed with borderline high blood pressure.
Mind
IQ slightly above average score of 100 (Forgot exact value, around 110-120). Has higher compability with numbers compared to words. Rather skilled software developer with decent problem solving skills. Has bad short term memory, slow starter and hands on type learner. Enjoys philosophy but ironically is a nihilist that think all philosophies are doomed for failure. Doesn't belief in the system of democracy cause thinks it's a system that exploits the minority. Thinks communication is necessary but overrated as our society tend to over focus communication using abstract words and ideas. Thinks no law nor religion should be place above human compassion and spirit. Thinks civilization of mankind is heading to another collapse soon but most likely won't live that long to see it. Thinks it will ultimately it won't be aliens, mother nature or god that will destroy mankind but rather mankind themselves. Like the sensation of endorphin blast when exercising hence enjoy to do pilates, yoga, weight training and jogging as past time hobby. Also prefers picture compare to text oriented book, such as comics, graphic novels, YouTube video. Worship sarcasm and dark humor.
Spirit
An introvert that prefers to listen than to talk. Act most of the time with intuition and feeling rather than logical thinking. Belief in god but not in religion and definitely not into the crap of name of god. A pseudo-Buddhism believer, believe life is suffering and desire is root of all suffering. Believe in the concept of middle path. Chinese horoscope is water dog, dogmatic in thinking but like water tend to take the shape of the container it's put into (flexible in terms of thinking but tend to be over submissive and go to great length to avoid conflict) till some of the sacred belief is violated, where will then take things as a personal vendetta. Constantly self reflecting and refining new reflections into a list of sacred beliefs. Hypocrite with short temper and disliked anyone that's too loud. Has problem opening up to strangers, not anti-social but just selective of who I surround myself with. Don't like to stay at the same spot or do the same thing long. Once a dreamer but now having experience broken dreams time after time, pessimistic about dreams related to myself. Value wisdom over intelligence. Near death experience instilled belief no one can really change who they really are inside, they can pretend/act/forced themselves to be someone they want to be but they can never change that inside voice in them. Afraid of death but ain't keen on living either. Uncertain about where he wants to be in the next 3-4 years.
