Thursday, April 30, 2009 1 b*tchin

Vision Run

Dear bloggie,

As my 1st act of freedom, I plan to run 8KM for 3 consecutive days... tomolo, saturday and sunday. Maybe I will arrange for one of those session, running using my old high school Rentas Desa route...

And also decided to add another thing into my 2009 TODO List which is to run a half marathon within this year.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 0 b*tchin

Exile

Dear bloggie,

Tomolo marks the end of another chapter in my life... I wish I could go into self-exile like Lao Tze and a bunch of loser philosophers that wanted to run away from the realities of life, but responsibilities bondage me to slave. So far I plan to live wild for the time being but I wonder how long can I live wild? After it ends, then what? Same question, different situation only...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 1 b*tchin

Chasing a dream

Dear bloggie,

How can one's life be more meaningful than living your life chasing your dream?

I will do what I been wanting to do for a long time. I doubt I will be successful but I chosen to risk failure than to forever regretting for not trying... A true loser is someone who is so afraid of losing that he doesn't even try.
0 b*tchin

Being Young

Dear bloggie,

I really missed being *young*... Had to dig my old blog for some old academic information that I posted there in the past and "Walan Eh"... Couldn't believe the person bloggin all those farked post was actually me. The emotions, the naivety, the wateverness, the slackerism... Indeeed, it all been a part of me along time ago....

Sorta made me wish I was *young* again... How ironic it is actually... When we were in school we're yearning to go into adulthood but now we're adult, we long for the past...

My old xanga blog
Friday, April 24, 2009 0 b*tchin

Delpy In Love

Dear bloggie,



Funny, Witty, Philosophical, Honest, Emotional... I'm so DELPY in love with it...

For me this movie was really the *thing* that redefined my perceptive on love. Most people when they come to interpret love would give you the typical mushy mushy stuff like "sex", "make out", "be by your side", blablabla... But I believe (for now atleast) is that love is really a simple interaction between 2 people connecting, forming a bond neither physical nor mental nor spiritually but humanly. A sharing of minds not at the intellect level but rather as your true self, for the good part of yourself and for the bad part of yourself. I think making the connection thingy is the core fundamental for 2 people to be in love, superseding other typical being in love thingy like "kissing", "sex", "hugging", etc...

What if you had a second chance with the one that got away? F*CK! Atleast gimme a chance to experience the one that got away first la!

Note: Before Sunset is the sequel to Before Sunrise and was ACTUALLY filmed 9 years later.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 0 b*tchin

Fear or laziness

Dear bloggie,



"There are two kinds of sufferers in this world: those who suffer from a lack of life, and those who suffer from an abundance of life. I always found myself in the 2nd category. When you come to think about it, almost all human behavior and activity is not essentially any different from animal behavior. The most advance technology and craftsmanship brings us at best up to super chimpanzee level. Actually the gap between say Plato and from the average human is greater than the gap between than that chimpanzee than the average human. The realm of real spirit, the true artist, the saint, the philosopher, is rarely achieved. Why so few? Why is world history an evolution not story of progress rather an endless infuedal additions of zeros? No greater value has been developed. Hell the Greeks 3,000 years ago were advance as we are. So what are these barriers that keep people from reaching anywhere from their real potential? The answer to that can be found in another question, and that's this: Which is the most universal human characteristic, fear or laziness?”

My favorite phrase from "Waking Life". I'd get inspired to do something crazy and bold every time I hear it.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 0 b*tchin

FUCK U LA

Dear bloggie,

Damn tiu some client really... Nia seng, call me around 8+pm say wanna key sales got problem. I outside no wifi area how to support ar? Then say very kap one... FUCK LA! Been at Indo 3 f*ckin days, keep saying wanna key sales key sales every f*ckin day there but till finally till I back to Malaysia say Monday onli key. Ok, no problem. Monday de, still not yet key. Tuesday morning till evening takada bayang also. Evening after work hour I go meet other client, out of blue come phone me ask for support. MCH!

Wan pull tis kinda crap also izt too much sms me ask me stand by, so I be somewhere where I can online... Ppl outside at place no wifi, how wanna support u ar? U think I got the Heroes super power to online without a PC or wifi? Somemore say like system got BIG problem can't key sales and I no test system la, blablabla... I login straight, get member info from data entry clerk, straight key, one f*ckin problem also no where in sight... WTF!? Then I ask data entry clerk try key in also, wat lan also takada. Damn tiu these ppl.... Somemore say system dun have tis dun have tat... Niamah, I in Indo no say, now wanna use onli say, how the f*ck I can do for u ar? Think I God ah? *Snap* Nah, ur function...

I can't do the above but I can do tis *Snap* Nah, My middle finger for u, u stupid f*ckin @$$clown..
Monday, April 20, 2009 0 b*tchin

Shattered Glass

Dear bloggie,

Damn sui today... Car front passenger glass window suddenly shattered outta the blue. Gave me an heart attack... Yea, was the same glass window that I replaced 3-4 months ago, when it was smashed in front of my apartment. Suspect that window is ciplak brand one, that y suddenly break. Either that or roadside got flying rock. Cost me Rm 120 to replace it, quite cheap considering ori window and the service manage to replace in around 30 minutes onli. The last window I replaced was in Sri Petaling, service was slow and some more cost me Rm 150. I dunno if this workshop con me with ciplak window or not but I was told they replace it with original one. The foreman also told me if possible get my front mirror change also cos the current one, the quality is no good, if break, whole mirror will break full. I'm quite grateful no one was sitting on my passenger seat today else, maybe injured him.

Other thing I would like to blog about is bout my 2009 favourite JIdol... Wow, looking forward to the next episode of Kamen Rider Decade...


Personally, I still prefer her plain look compared to these two looks...

Last rant is on my leg. Ran a 5km yesterday (Kaki gatal de). Not yet 100% heal but right ankle onli felt little pain left. Left leg is my major concern now. Left ankle showing exact early signs like my right ankle before injury. Overall stamina didn't suffer too much despite taking a week off running. Ran 3 hard laps. Clocked a nice 5 mins 27 secs in one particular lap (1km).

My new training goal is to train to improve the time I can run at that pace (5.5 minutes x 8 = 44 minutes, my goal in 8K). Another thing I plan to work on is my stride turnover. Currently, it takes quite some effort for me to run at 180 steps per minute, hopefully with training, I can enter that state more naturally.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 0 b*tchin

I WAN FREEDOM!!!

Dear bloggie,



One of my favourite clip from "Waking Life" movie... I feel Alex's (The dude screaming his head out) frustration on how our life is actually being conditioned by Slave Inc. I mainly like his speech not because I 100% agree with wat he said but rather how he delivered it. Full of pure/raw/watever emotion of a human being that's feed up with the current state of the world.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 1 b*tchin

Kok Kok Kai

Dear bloggie,

Just had a new experience in my hotel room last nite. My client eventually treated me to spa service at the hotel after a tiring day at work. Eventually, I ended up with a hooker in my room instead. Since I never had the chance to ever call for a hooker before, I finally got my chance to experience it.

// Go see National Geography Intro Music at Youtube

Now the process of choosing a hooker is like tis (for my hotel spa), first the mummy will ask a line of gals to lineup for u. Then u choose the gal that u wan from the line. Eventually after that the hooker will accompany u to ur room. Then do their business do.

When I reached the room with the hooker, she ask me I wan wat. So, I asked her to urut. She urut my back, quite ok the urut. Then after awhile , she say she done, wat I want somemore. I ask why she urut so short onli one meh? She say she no bring oil so hand pain. I was like "am khan liao lah", less than 10 minutes gone onli ar? Got 50+ minutes... Tiu, so she keep asking me wat I wan. I say she got other urut ar not, she say no. She say her main business is "ML". So I ask wtf is "ML", she said "Making Love"... I was really sweating de at that moment, WTF!? If she dunno massage got really nothing todo beside the *nasty thing* de lor... Ended up going back to the spa at the request of the hooker (Wow, another spectacular monk achievement, hooker also can't take my attitude).

Back at the spa, the client see me gave me the surprise look "So fast play finish ar?". I said dun this hooker can't urut onli one. So the client ended up swapping the hooker with a full massage one. Of course a real massage one came and urut me lor. I enjoyed the massage of course, abit different style for Thai massage but I still have to rate Thai one better. I'll skip the massage part, since my main bloggin topic is on the hooker thingy.

Still quite shaken by first hooker experience. Alot of interesting things I discovered about myself. Can I "ML" someone I hardly know out of lust? A "No" is probably my answer. Is tis something to celebrate about? I think not. Tis felt more like a gray victory to me. I could have said "no" anywhere from spa to my room but I didn't. It was the final line in the room where I finally said "no". It's sort like the enemy has breach toward all but the final gate of defense in a war. Hence a real dent in my ego. I can still remember the image of one of my colleague after he did the *nasty thing* with a hooker. I find it hard to believe I could have almost become him.

While I didn't actually physically did the *nasty thing* with the hooker, but the thought did pass my mind. Often I wonder which is our true self, what we really do outside or our unrestricted thought inside of us... To have such thought in my mind, does it mean I really wanted to do it but was hold back by my ego, fear, etc?

Coming to my defense, Is such thought unnatural to begin with? Alam dan manusia, What are the 5 needs of a living being... Eat, Cloth, Place to live, Shit (Ok, no 100% sure if tis is one of the 5 needs) and Multiply. Besides if the act of simply having the thought is equals to really doing it, wouldn't I be a mass murderer de by now?

The best way to put the whole experience in a phrase would be, I guess I'd just chicken out on "ML" with a chicken. Will my jokingly supposed prophecy of myself dying as an lonely old monk really come true in the end. At this point and age, I can no longer can deny/hide/disguise/watever the fact I'm actually hollow and lonely in the inside, hungry for a certain degree of interaction with the opposite sex. I maybe an introvert by nature but I still need interaction with the opposite sex. All I yearn for is to be left alone, but at the same time I yearn to have the accompany of other human beings as well...

What interest me the most is if the hooker was actually babelicious like for instance like my favourite 2009 JIdol, would I had given in? I dunno... really hard to predict what I would really do in such scenario. Heck, I didn't even in my wildest dream would thought I could have actually pissed of a hooker.

Actually I had a lengthy debate (3-4 secs maybe) on should I even blogitize such an experience on the web. Will my share less laku? How will people view me when they read about tis? What if I got a galfren in the future and she happen to read bout my inability to have sex even with a client paid, free of charge hooker? Then I come to realized the truth, who cares? Heck, does my share even have value to begin with... But honestly even I didn't "ML" with the hooker not cause of virtue but rather out of fear, I'm really relieved I didn't go down that road...
Monday, April 13, 2009 0 b*tchin

Classic Dave Letterman Moments

Dear bloggie,

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA....!!!


For ur info, tis is a scripted gag ok (Jerry admited it in his book). These 2 jokers (ie: Jerry and Andy) were actually close buddies in real life. Eventually, this was sort of a post interview after these 2 went at each other in a wrestling match (fake one la). Jerry "supposedly" beaten up Andy during the wrestling match (his neck cast was due to Jerry beating) and now Andy demand Jerry to apologize to him in the show. Jerry grew impatient with Andy which lead to the incident in the video.

What cracked me up:
  • The slap. That was no doubt a real bitch slap from Jerry Lawler (Yea, the WWE Announcer pervert)

  • Andy's cursing. The anger behind his cursing (Even Jerry though he was pissed of for real), and Andy apologizing for cursing before cursing again... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

  • Andy running after throwing the cup of coffee on Lawler. Tis really make the gag look real.

Letterman's reaction towards Andy was a clear indication tis whole gag was scripted. But still, gotta love these classical moments on The Late Show with David Letterman... WAHAHAHAHA....
Sunday, April 12, 2009 0 b*tchin

Bakau@BHP Orange Run 2009

Dear bloggie,

Just back from the Curve where I ran 11km... One thing I really hate bout this run is the fact I need to wake up very early. Damn tiu...

Anyway, today I self proclaimed the title "Butt Chaser" since I been chasing gal's butt for most of the run today. Wow.. It's insane la, the number of nice butts babes running around today. The route which is 11km, starts from the middle road inbetween Ikeno and The Curve cut into Mutiara Damansara then to Kota Damansara before making the big u turn to Centerpoint (near KBU) back to the Curve. Overall I quite happy with how my legs was able to handle the hilly route (steady effort, smaller stride), my hill training really paid dividends. But abit disappointed how my tire pancit nearby KBU. My leg felt like a piece of metal at that point, no matter how hard I tried to push can't continue. So had to opt for run-walk instead. Then saw the 10km sign. The uncle beside me (Stop tat snigger, uncle chat with *younger* uncle so funny ar?) say to me, 1km to go. I jokingly said, Hahaha, Not got 10km left meh... :-p

Finish the race ala orang hampir mati style, felt light headed. Wanted to end with a "BANG!", but *Sigh* takada minyak liao. Anyway, after crossing the line went to claim my goodie bag, cert and freebies. While walking around saw afew old dogs from High School. Lin Choong, Ji Long and even to my suprise Chin Kee. But damn tiu these jack@$$es, I recognize them, they dun recognize me. Wat kinda classmates! Ji Long gave the excuse I look very different from High School (It flatters me to admit I DO look f*ckin more leng chai than I was in High School) and even asked me to join the New Balance Run in Setia Alam but I decline saying my leg already very siong, need take a break de. Then after that, move on to my favourite event, Kap Lui. Sat at a bench to rest with Daniel and wash eye there. Wow!!! Already addicted la... Must join more event like tis de... LOL. Oh ya, even saw Yuan Yufang (Malaysian's China import walker, btw she won 1st place for her category).

I'm taking a hiatus (with special tribute to Hunter X Hunter mangaka, Togashi) from running for awhile till my right ankle recovers. Felt discomfort after the run. I think running downhill really put stress on it. Hope to recover in time for New Balance run but I dun think will make it in time. Overall the run was an enjoyable experience (Mainly coz alot of butt to chase, Wakakaka...).
Saturday, April 11, 2009 0 b*tchin

Fragile Item: Friends

Dear bloggie,

Friends are very important parcel in life... I doubt anyone in this world don't have anybody that they can call as a friend in their life.

While I understand even friendship is not an exception to the rule of nothing is eternal... I do hope we could take abit time to reflect upon the importance of the friends that we made across our journey down life's lonely road... Past or present... Still friends or no longer friends... It doesn't matter... What matters is the moment as friends that we spent together... Good or bad, is worth to be treasured...

Frankly speaking, I actually wanted to blog on why sometimes 2 good friends that been friends for so long would suddenly just come to an abrupt end but I find myself unable to find the proper words to express my confused feelings on tis matter. Part of me (the naive me) feels like berating these so called "friends" that lets a friendship fall like tat but another part of me (the wise me?) sorta tells me it's not my business nor right to berate them for it. Friendship is something that can't be forced like love. It's like a rock band, it needs a chemistry for the band to work out... When that chemistry is gone, it's like a song that have lyrics without melody, incomplete... Might as well end it... Sad, but that is the harsh reality in life, when there's a meeting, there's must always have a parting...

So,



Kanpai... To a bunch of lousy @$$holes we call "Friends"...
Thursday, April 9, 2009 0 b*tchin

BANZAI!!!

Dear bloggie,

Damn, my 2009 favourite JBabe, Kanna Mori looks so KAWAAIII in tis pix...!!! I mean Maid Outfit + finger on side of face + super cute look... GOD ARGHHHH... WHY AR? TIM KAI ARGH? WHY TORMENT ME LIKE TIS ARGH...!!!



Tis is one of those rare moments I find myself consider being an IT literate as a blessing rather than a curse... U know which holes to dig in the Internet to find the things u want...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 0 b*tchin

Bakau@Singapore 2009

Dear bloggie,

While I was in Singapore, I'd...

Pissed off some angry fireman...



Ate BURGER for breakfast, lunch and dinner...



Befriended some of the locals...



Kicked some Kee Nah Sai @$$...



Drank water coming out from lion's mouth...



Posed like Stamford Raffles...



Slave for da man

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 0 b*tchin

Bakau@Oasis SG

Dear bloggie,
"I wasn't there when Edison created the first light bulb,
Nor was I there when Armstrong landed on the moon,
But on that day, I wasn't just there,
I was among 10,000 other peoples rocking down history..."

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she're walking on by,
Her soul slides away,
But don't look back in anger I heard you say...

So Sally can wait, she know it's too late as she're walking on by,
Her soul slides away,

But don't look back in anger,
But don't look back in anger,

I heard you say...

Without a doubt the most memorable moment in the concert...

Honestly, I have to say tis RnR outing onli rates poor 3rd place outta my other 2 other RnR outing... Maybe coz of the bad experience I encounter at the start of the concert made me lose my focus in enjoying the concert...

Anyway here the rundown on my experience on attending Oasis Concert at Singapore's Indoor Stadium 2009...

Ok, Bullet Proff Godlike Monk, MFR and I arrive at the venue at around 5pm+ via a taxi from our hotel at Geylang (Yea, yea, Geylang as in Geylang, Singapore's infamous red light district). We went to claim our tickets as the ticket booth. We saw a few nutcase Oasis fans already queuing in the entrance to the stadium, I meant, the concert was scheduled to starts at 9pm and it's only 5pm. That's like 4 hours more... Crazy nutcases...

Anyway after claiming our ticket we hunted around the stadium for food as we haven't had our dinner yet. After scouring around the stadium, we decided to utilize the food booth prepared for the concert mainly coz the other restaurant in the stadium look to have a menu far bigger than our wallet. So Godlike ended up having a SGD 8 chicken kebab!, while MFR and I ended up having another goddamn burger (BTW burger was SGD 6, Damn ripoff)! BURGER, BURGER n BURGER... That was my diet for that whole f*ckin day. Morning McD burger (McMuffin), Lunch MOS burger (Unagi Rice Burger) and Dinner another BURGER (Fish Fillet Burger)... *Sigh*

After demolishing another BURGER, me and the other 2 losers decided join the queue of nutcase fans. There was a young gal (Sori, reluctant to use the word "babe" coz I can't bring myself to use that word) infront of us that was trying to pry open a bottle of wine. MFR tried to show his "Siew Sa Ness" but too bad malu besar, pai kut kia boh lat pry open the wine. After MFR throw the towel, the gal ask a Malay dude help, after abit of struggle the malay guy however managed to pry open the wine, I was like "WAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!"

Anyway, after a LONG QUEUE and WAIT, at around 8+pm the guards started to lets us into the stadium. Everyone poured into the stadium, we quickly walked to claimed a good position (Free Standing). We managed to secure a rather good position, front right, row 7+. We decided to take tis pix:



To capture the moment in time where we were here. Here at Singapore Indoor Stadium. 9pm, 5th April 2009. Just minutes away from being rocked to kingdom come by Oasis. There is no better Konica moment than that...

Then everything started to go downhill from there. A 6 pound gorilla somehow managed to get infront of me. F*CK! 1st of all block me view, 2nd of all my spider slacker sense started to go wild. And when he suddenly put on a head sweat band, I was like "OMG WTF!? I'm really going to be hurt if this gorilla goes TOO high and starts throwing his elbow around." Then I saw a fist being constraint by another hand. It seems a fight almost erupted, from was I could gather visually, I'm guessing the idiot behind shouted too loud (and probably too much) to the extend he annoyed the dude infront of him that decided to give him a piece of his mind. The idiot was pissed of by tis and went for a swing at the dude infront of him. Lucky the idiots frens managed to grab his hands. Now, my opinion in tis matter is quite simply... We all are here to enjoy ourself, I understand some idiots enjoy to be extra idiotic on such occassion (Tis is a Rock concert after all) but when ur have fun being a idiotic idiot at the expense of other ppl fun, ur deserve to get thrown outta this Rock concert, bottomline.

Then finally around 9pm+, the Oasis band appear and everyone in the stadium went into a erratic frenzy... Oasis started to play their first song. I was enjoying that moment till suddenly a shove came from the side. I ignored the shove, since it's quite common for abit of pushing here and there to happen during a rock concert especially free standing one. Then it slowly started to get worst. The people at the back was pushing to the front, the front people retal by pushing back to the back. It was getting harder and harder to concentrate on listening to the music with the pushing front and back. I lost one of my leg balance (due to no place to land as was cramped like sardin between everyone else) but lucky no fall down. The mui mui chai infront of me was even worst, being a small size gal, she got sandwiched between me and MFR. Even for me whose body size is quite average size felt pain being cramped, I can onli imagine a smaller body size people like her would feel. This pushing really made the previous worst pushing I experience (Singfest 2008) felt like a walk in the park. MFR n Godlike decided they had enuff and push their way outta the crowd to the side. I however got stuck inbetween the pushing and couldn't follow them out. I slowly tried to dig my way outta the chaos when I spotted a group of gals also trying to escape the chaos. I follow their route, but to my disgust these gals were too not spared, getting badly sandwiched. Lucky somehow I managed to push my way to the back (5-6 row more back) and found a safe spot with no pushing. I really felt like if I got my hands on the jack@$$es that started this pushing, I'LL PERSONALLY GIVE THEM A ROCK BOTTOM AND A STONE COLD STUNNER!

That event put me in a rather foul mood through the rest of the concert. As my anger slowly subsides, I started to focus more on enjoying myself in Oasis concert. By Wonderwall, I manage to put aside the earlier incident and enjoy myself.



Man, how I forgotten how it feels to have a earth shaking sound of musical making ur heart pump blood like crazy. Since I onli know 2 songs from Oasis, other songs were great music but didn't really left an deep impact on me. The best moment in the concert for me was when Oasis Noel started to string his guitar to perform "Don't look back in anger". The 10,000 crowd participated in this sing along with Noel... Really awesome feel considering I know 70% of the lyrics too and managed to sing along for most of the song... The sound of the crowd echoing behind Noel voice and his awesome guitar rift, simply spellbinding experience... To be in the center of the 10,000 people singing together...



Then the last song Oasis perform to my suprise was "I am the Walrus" by the Beatles. Got into the feel too but since I dunno most part of this song, can't sing along...



I am the eggman,
~Woo
they are the eggmen.
~Woo
I am the walrus, goo goo g'joob.

F*ckin great song n f*ckin great way to end the concert...

And to end tis blog entry, I present my trademark "visit singapore" pix of myself "enjoying" Singapore's FHM magazine...

Monday, April 6, 2009 0 b*tchin

Bakau@Oasis SG Summary

Dear bloggie,

A short update... the highlight for Oasis concert at Singapore Indoor Stadium


Best song of the nite for me...


Oasis singing "Don't look back in Anger" together with the 10,000 ecstatic crowds...

Will blog on this after I recover from my severe injury to my whole body.... Now just too tired wanna slack...

(The vid above been youtubenap from (99.99% possibly a crazy) Oasis fan tat was kind enuff to upload it to youtube)
Saturday, April 4, 2009 0 b*tchin

Squirrel At Rock

Dear bloggie,

You know wat, Oasis rock concert is just a few more days... I mean can u just feel the disturbance in the "rock"? It's really rocking crazy I tell u, it's was so "rock" that I saw a squirrel in the Internet rocking it's 'nuts' infront of a webcam... (With special tribute to Dave Letterman's infamous squirrel puns)

Friday, April 3, 2009 0 b*tchin

April Fool

Dear bloggie,

Damn sui, just 3rd of April already 2 BAD news... WTF!? Is tis my karma payback month? Heck, damn tulan... Spoilt my RnR mood de...
0 b*tchin

Don't look back in anger I heard u say...

Dear bloggie,


Don't look back in anger - Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cause you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it's night or day.
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside cos summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger
I heard you say

And So Sally can wait,
she knows it's too late and she's walking on by
My soul slides away,
but don't look back in anger,
don't look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today.
Thursday, April 2, 2009 2 b*tchin

End of chapter 6 act 4

Dear bloggie,

It's quite an ironic twist of fate really... Yet again, nothing is really eternal... Maybe tis is a sign, a sign I should try doing wat I wanted todo so long ago, explore my alternative career line...

Another chapter in my life has ended...