Tiu lor, Sie pokai Pak Lan! U on crack or wat!? Siao ar, last election ani kuan liao koh bea kia sie ar? Pooh Boh!! U got any idea wtf the oil hike is gonna effect in ar? No money subside us? U jokin ar? Got enuff $ send an observer to space can say like tat somemore, KNN...
I sincerely hope some NGO will demonstrate tomolo...
I sincerely hope some NGO will demonstrate tomolo...
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
As I reflect on the current state my life is in... I wish someone would come help KISS me. Keep It Simple Stupid me...
Truth be told, I dunno how long I can endure anymore of what I'm doing, Feel like I'm slowly losing more and more of myself every weekend. I thought I would be able to recharge after taking the amazing 3 months off, but it seems the apathy is still there. The last thing I ever wanna do during my weekends is open my office laptop. I dunno what is wrong with me anymore.
Work as one of my friends told me is about attitude. You gotta have the right attitude. I agree, and realize I dun have the right attitude at the moment. Options? Simple actually, continue or quit. Quit sounds like a VERY tempting to me but attached along this option is another question. Quit then do what? The answer to this question is what that been holding me back for so long.
Whenever I ponder upon the future my career would lead me, I get depress. I know where this road will end and it ain't the end I envision myself at when I first enrolled into IT course during my college days. Then I ponder upon others ppl situation is worst than me. People who is doing what they dun like doing to earn a living. Living everyday without any choice, I wonder how far more depress these people feel. Unlike me who is afraid to make the choice, these people dun have the luxury to have a choice. Foreign workers, the poor, the disabled, the uneducated... I could only imagine how depress they would feel if they ponder upon their future... Maybe they probably won't even have the luxury to ponder upon such thing or could it be that these people open hearty accepted their fate. Curse or Blessing? I dunno.
Truth be told, I dunno how long I can endure anymore of what I'm doing, Feel like I'm slowly losing more and more of myself every weekend. I thought I would be able to recharge after taking the amazing 3 months off, but it seems the apathy is still there. The last thing I ever wanna do during my weekends is open my office laptop. I dunno what is wrong with me anymore.
Work as one of my friends told me is about attitude. You gotta have the right attitude. I agree, and realize I dun have the right attitude at the moment. Options? Simple actually, continue or quit. Quit sounds like a VERY tempting to me but attached along this option is another question. Quit then do what? The answer to this question is what that been holding me back for so long.
Whenever I ponder upon the future my career would lead me, I get depress. I know where this road will end and it ain't the end I envision myself at when I first enrolled into IT course during my college days. Then I ponder upon others ppl situation is worst than me. People who is doing what they dun like doing to earn a living. Living everyday without any choice, I wonder how far more depress these people feel. Unlike me who is afraid to make the choice, these people dun have the luxury to have a choice. Foreign workers, the poor, the disabled, the uneducated... I could only imagine how depress they would feel if they ponder upon their future... Maybe they probably won't even have the luxury to ponder upon such thing or could it be that these people open hearty accepted their fate. Curse or Blessing? I dunno.
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