I can't believe I actually spend time modifying the damn layout template for tis blog...
Anyway, Tis is the new prototype layout for tis blog... Still got some things that need to be straighten out but I already run out of the "Force"... Zzz...
How time flies indeed... Meet an old classmate of mine while "yum cha" with the loser Chris at 1st Station behind Klang Parade yesterday. Tis encounter kinda gimme stirs up the feeling of under achievement that have haunted me since primary school.
While my peers are scaling their way up to the peak of the mountain, I'm practically still idle at the base of the mountain. Heck some even have conquered the peak and now are enjoying the beautiful sunset and vista view from the top.
Quoting a phrase from Takemoto (Honey & Clover anime), "It's not the case where I lack the skill but rather it's the case where I lack a destination" Or maybe it's the case where I lack both skill + destination.
In terms of "talent", I used to believe myself to be superior to many during my teenager era. Looking back, I guess I was a pretty god damn arrogant naive bastard back then. I used to tag myself as a Math Genius (Truth be told, I considered myself as a Math God back then) back at my high school days, now look at me... I can't even do basic arithmetic properly anymore now. Those whom I considered as inferior to me back then, now have all surpass me in live, living their dreams...
At moments like tis I just feel like taking a runaway train to a far far away land, to a place where I dun need to compare myself to others in term of achievement but just be myself, Shed away tis mask I been wearing in front of so many people for so long...
Well, enuff grunts on my loseristic life, my CNY break is almost over... Back to work tis monday. *Sigh*.
While my peers are scaling their way up to the peak of the mountain, I'm practically still idle at the base of the mountain. Heck some even have conquered the peak and now are enjoying the beautiful sunset and vista view from the top.
Quoting a phrase from Takemoto (Honey & Clover anime), "It's not the case where I lack the skill but rather it's the case where I lack a destination" Or maybe it's the case where I lack both skill + destination.
In terms of "talent", I used to believe myself to be superior to many during my teenager era. Looking back, I guess I was a pretty god damn arrogant naive bastard back then. I used to tag myself as a Math Genius (Truth be told, I considered myself as a Math God back then) back at my high school days, now look at me... I can't even do basic arithmetic properly anymore now. Those whom I considered as inferior to me back then, now have all surpass me in live, living their dreams...
At moments like tis I just feel like taking a runaway train to a far far away land, to a place where I dun need to compare myself to others in term of achievement but just be myself, Shed away tis mask I been wearing in front of so many people for so long...
Well, enuff grunts on my loseristic life, my CNY break is almost over... Back to work tis monday. *Sigh*.
What is Courage
Is it Brave
What are Lions
I've only seen them in parades
How is love supposed to read
In a footnote of history
What's a tap on your shoulder
That you're afraid to look over
A soldier's down in a fire fight
No one can look me in the eye
This is what it means to be alone.
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
But spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
And if you find out he's coming home
When I come around the corner
I'll know that it's alright
Just leave me two lights
He was young just 23
Didn't have to go
But it was the man he wanted to be
Like every son he was an only one
One day he came to me, said
Freedoms nothing to look over
Till each man can stand upon its shoulder
I'll right you mountains of letters
Each one a little bit better
And know I'll never be alone
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
But spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
And if you find out he's coming home
When I come around the corner
I'll know that it's alright
Leave me two lights
Silent Angels
Light the road up ahead
As the sentries guard the way
On the avenue of borrowed time
I'm almost home
The sun's to rise
I got to know
I've been driving all the night
There's our corner up ahead
I'm alive and I am dead
I drive right through the stop sign
I turn my head
As I lift my eyes
My eyes burn
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
Spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
The phrase "This is what it means to be alone" in tis song makes it my personal favourite song for tis year's Valentine Day...
Well, CNY (Chinese New Year) is just around da corner... My co. held their annual CNY dinner at Tai Thong near Leisure Mall last friday. The whole employees from my company attended the dinner, including some bigshot client bosses. The mood was quite festive... For me, it marks my second CNY dinner for tis company.
The dinner kicked of with "Guess the ang pow amount" game where every employee was to guess mysterious amount in an angpow packed by my company's boss. Whoever that guess was nearest to that amount get the ang pow. Considering the CNY mood, I wrote down Rm 888 (Yea, I know tis amount is abit too big but my other guess Rm88 is too small) as the amount and fell short as the actual amount which was Rm 700+. One of my work collegue hit a nearer amount and thus won the moolah.
Next was the dinner itself. The food was okay but nothing special. Inbetween waiting intervals between dishes, there was a lucky draw where one employee name would be drawn from a box. The employee would then have to bottoms up a glass of booze to win a random prize. That employee will also draw the next employee name from the box and refill the glass with booze for the next employee to drink. The boss had the honour of drawing the first employee and filling the glass for that employee. The game started out quite reasonable as the glass of booze was only filled reasonable 1/4 till my Manager drew first blood, filling the glass overflowing with booze at her draw. The other employee followed suit at their respective draws and it was pretty much a booze feast rather than a dinner. My name was drawn by my mentor but glass was filled by a couple of seniors + boss (Pretty much already taken over the refilling booze role). My mentor offered to drink some portion for me considering he know i'm not a regular booze drinker but considering the occasion, I refused his kind offer and bottoms down the whole glass. The aftermath came slowly but I was experiencing headache and drowsiness by the time the last dinner dish was served.
After every employee name was drawn from the box (In other words, everyone already had a go at the booze), my boss kicked off an ad-hoc lucky draw... He took cash from his own wallet and restart the lucky draw once more with every employee name in the box. The rule was simple, 1 glass for cash. Once his wallet was depleted of cash, he asked for the others client bosses to offer money for the lucky draw. Every employee had a go at the booze again... I had to booze down another glass of booze but considering my already half drunken state, my senior only pour little booze for me tis time. By the end, some of my work collegue that had quite consume a huge amount of booze was KO'ed. Some female ones had to vommit in the toilet and some others were already in lala land.
I was having a slight headache but lost some amount of control over my body despite drinking some huge amount of chinese tea to remedy the effects of the booze. Two work collegue and I decided a walk in a pasar malam nearby would be good to clear of the effects of the booze. Despite the walk, I ended up giving one of junior drive me back to office in my car. Some work collegue to had to be send back to the office at their drunken state. I R&R (+ dota) in the office together with quite alot of work collegue that was afraid of road blocks. By around 3am, I pretty much recovered and safely make the long trip home from Cheras to Klang.
The dinner kicked of with "Guess the ang pow amount" game where every employee was to guess mysterious amount in an angpow packed by my company's boss. Whoever that guess was nearest to that amount get the ang pow. Considering the CNY mood, I wrote down Rm 888 (Yea, I know tis amount is abit too big but my other guess Rm88 is too small) as the amount and fell short as the actual amount which was Rm 700+. One of my work collegue hit a nearer amount and thus won the moolah.
Next was the dinner itself. The food was okay but nothing special. Inbetween waiting intervals between dishes, there was a lucky draw where one employee name would be drawn from a box. The employee would then have to bottoms up a glass of booze to win a random prize. That employee will also draw the next employee name from the box and refill the glass with booze for the next employee to drink. The boss had the honour of drawing the first employee and filling the glass for that employee. The game started out quite reasonable as the glass of booze was only filled reasonable 1/4 till my Manager drew first blood, filling the glass overflowing with booze at her draw. The other employee followed suit at their respective draws and it was pretty much a booze feast rather than a dinner. My name was drawn by my mentor but glass was filled by a couple of seniors + boss (Pretty much already taken over the refilling booze role). My mentor offered to drink some portion for me considering he know i'm not a regular booze drinker but considering the occasion, I refused his kind offer and bottoms down the whole glass. The aftermath came slowly but I was experiencing headache and drowsiness by the time the last dinner dish was served.
After every employee name was drawn from the box (In other words, everyone already had a go at the booze), my boss kicked off an ad-hoc lucky draw... He took cash from his own wallet and restart the lucky draw once more with every employee name in the box. The rule was simple, 1 glass for cash. Once his wallet was depleted of cash, he asked for the others client bosses to offer money for the lucky draw. Every employee had a go at the booze again... I had to booze down another glass of booze but considering my already half drunken state, my senior only pour little booze for me tis time. By the end, some of my work collegue that had quite consume a huge amount of booze was KO'ed. Some female ones had to vommit in the toilet and some others were already in lala land.
I was having a slight headache but lost some amount of control over my body despite drinking some huge amount of chinese tea to remedy the effects of the booze. Two work collegue and I decided a walk in a pasar malam nearby would be good to clear of the effects of the booze. Despite the walk, I ended up giving one of junior drive me back to office in my car. Some work collegue to had to be send back to the office at their drunken state. I R&R (+ dota) in the office together with quite alot of work collegue that was afraid of road blocks. By around 3am, I pretty much recovered and safely make the long trip home from Cheras to Klang.
The Riddle - Five For Fighting
There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him
Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me
He said,
Son why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see... You will see
Then he said,
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
Picked up my kid from school today
Did you learn anything cause in the world today
You can't live in a castle far away
Now talk to me, come talk to me
He said,
Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me
And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
I said,
Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?
There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see
He said… You looking for a clue I Love You free...
The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me
I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball
And I love you free
I love you freely
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him
Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me
He said,
Son why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see... You will see
Then he said,
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
Picked up my kid from school today
Did you learn anything cause in the world today
You can't live in a castle far away
Now talk to me, come talk to me
He said,
Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me
And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
I said,
Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?
There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see
He said… You looking for a clue I Love You free...
The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me
I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball
And I love you free
I love you freely
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
The Force is everywhere around us,
It is neither a living thing,
Nor is it a not living thing,
It's eternal,
Yet to it eternal is only 1 ms,
It's doesn't sleep,
So it doesn't awaken,
I feel it in the water,
I feel it in the earth,
I smell it in the air,
It come into me through every breath i take,
And leaves me through every fart i take,
It's echo can be heard and felt from a thousand li,
It's grunt can be heard whenever u tune into Astro Sport intime for Triple H grunts,
It's laughter can be heard whenever u watch Malaysian Idol,
It's roar can be heard clearly whenever u put ur head inside a lion's mouth,
It's growl can be heard whenever I'm hungry,
It's cry can be heard whenever a tree is chop down in da name of development,
It's there when a parrot say "Polly want's a dougnut",
It's there when a hippo fart,
It's there when a pair of squirel rub their "nuts",
It's there when a elephant is gunned down cold blooded,
It's there when we humans hurt each other,
Some use it to find their path in life,
Some use it to live a healthier life,
Some use it for fortune telling,
Some use it to predict the stock market,
Others use it to yield lightsabers,
To some it's something divine,
To some it's something unholy,
To some it's something good,
To some it's something evil,
To some it's something mystery,
To some it's something scientific,
To me it's just "The Force",
It starts at the end,
And it ends at the start,
It is all,
Yet all is just it,
Trying to describe it using words is a fool's effort,
However those who waste time reading any written crap about it is always the greater fool,
May the Force be with you...
It is neither a living thing,
Nor is it a not living thing,
It's eternal,
Yet to it eternal is only 1 ms,
It's doesn't sleep,
So it doesn't awaken,
I feel it in the water,
I feel it in the earth,
I smell it in the air,
It come into me through every breath i take,
And leaves me through every fart i take,
It's echo can be heard and felt from a thousand li,
It's grunt can be heard whenever u tune into Astro Sport intime for Triple H grunts,
It's laughter can be heard whenever u watch Malaysian Idol,
It's roar can be heard clearly whenever u put ur head inside a lion's mouth,
It's growl can be heard whenever I'm hungry,
It's cry can be heard whenever a tree is chop down in da name of development,
It's there when a parrot say "Polly want's a dougnut",
It's there when a hippo fart,
It's there when a pair of squirel rub their "nuts",
It's there when a elephant is gunned down cold blooded,
It's there when we humans hurt each other,
Some use it to find their path in life,
Some use it to live a healthier life,
Some use it for fortune telling,
Some use it to predict the stock market,
Others use it to yield lightsabers,
To some it's something divine,
To some it's something unholy,
To some it's something good,
To some it's something evil,
To some it's something mystery,
To some it's something scientific,
To me it's just "The Force",
It starts at the end,
And it ends at the start,
It is all,
Yet all is just it,
Trying to describe it using words is a fool's effort,
However those who waste time reading any written crap about it is always the greater fool,
May the Force be with you...
Tis are my personal comments on tis blog entry posted by c.s :
Goddamn, how dare u tag me as a no good, loseristic, cheapsake co-chairman of NATO? Bullshit! I'm f*ckin piss off... Tis gotta be the greatest insult I ever taken in my entire life! I consider u as my best fren and ya backstab me like tis... KNN! Dun degrade me to ur level... I'm better than u, always have been and always will be... MCH! Some f*cking great fren u turn out to be. SCREW U C.S! SCREW U!!!
Ask urself tis question lar c.s, "How could u?". How could u call me co-chairman of NATO!? Jackass! I'm da goddamn f*cking founder and dictator for life of NATO!!! Co-chairman my foot... Dun u ever forget my goddamn rank! I'm also da f*ckin better NATOer than u are, so c.s my final words to ya... I'm King of da World! WOOOOOOO!! Can ya smell wat da Dictator of NATO is NATOing?
And tat's da bottomline coz King NATO said so...
Goddamn, how dare u tag me as a no good, loseristic, cheapsake co-chairman of NATO? Bullshit! I'm f*ckin piss off... Tis gotta be the greatest insult I ever taken in my entire life! I consider u as my best fren and ya backstab me like tis... KNN! Dun degrade me to ur level... I'm better than u, always have been and always will be... MCH! Some f*cking great fren u turn out to be. SCREW U C.S! SCREW U!!!
Ask urself tis question lar c.s, "How could u?". How could u call me co-chairman of NATO!? Jackass! I'm da goddamn f*cking founder and dictator for life of NATO!!! Co-chairman my foot... Dun u ever forget my goddamn rank! I'm also da f*ckin better NATOer than u are, so c.s my final words to ya... I'm King of da World! WOOOOOOO!! Can ya smell wat da Dictator of NATO is NATOing?
And tat's da bottomline coz King NATO said so...
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