Monday, March 30, 2009 1 b*tchin

Bahasa Melayu 101 For Dummies

Dear bloggie,

Learnt a new Bahasa Melayu word today while slacking during office hours in Facebook.

Take a look:



Terpancut!? HAR!? I did abit of digging and from a online kamus

ENGLISH  : orgasm
MALAY    : puncak kenikmatan syahwat, orgasma

So now the question that begs to be asked... Terpancut or orgasma or puncak kenikmatan syahwat? Which is the correct B.M words for it har? Any malaysian students out there willing to go ask ur BM cikgu wat is the correct BM word? I dun wanna be laugh at by foreigners coz dunno such a basic word like tat in my own country language...
Sunday, March 29, 2009 0 b*tchin

Lazy Sunny Weekend

Dear bloggie,

Yea, wat a super sienz weekend... Lucky got jogging activity else walau eh, I'll be super duper depressed by how I wasted tis weekend.

Anyway went to pai suah tis sunday morning. Actually woke up super early for a sunday (Coz fell asleep VERY early on Saturday nite), was planning to slack play my PS2 one at 5am, then saw my parents awake de. Then my father ask me want to go pai suah boh. So I ended up go pai suah lor. The grave condition is really really bad. Dunno how the f*ck the management do work one! Once a year cleanup the area also too lazy... Damn tiu. Have to pay them money twice somemore, one for association fee and another dunno wat maintaince fee wor... F la. Lucky my relatives quite alot of ppl, else probably need pay 3rd time for Indian to help cut the thorn branches around the grave...

Anyway, politics been a very hot topic among my relatives when they gather on occasions like tis. Since UMNO election was just over, no doubt they expressed their opinion on the issue. One thing that really crack me was when they discuss about Kerismuddin and his keris. My uncle said Kerismuddin is already retiring his keris de. My father then said no, the keris is just passed on KJ. My other uncle say the keris pass to KJ but KJ retired the keris de, KJ will replace the keris with a gun. Then the few random person strangers next to my ancestor's grave chip in, then everyone also won't dare come to KJ ceramah since he waving his kee kuan cheng. Really funny especially when the stranger chip in... Other than that topic other interesting topic is how one of my relative puke blood to death, but I dun feel like bloggin in detail on that topic...

Later in afternoon, decided to spoilt myself and bought the New Balance Waist Pack. Tiu, seems like I heard the price wrong. I always had problem translating chinese numbers especially 6,7,8. The waist pack actually cost RM80 instead of RM70+. Tested it, hardly felt the water container but one thing I dun like is the sound of water moving here and there (very noisy) when I jog. Other than that, was satisfy with it.

So now, here I am reviewing how fast another weekend just slip right through me again... Really makes me feel VERY old. Plan to jam my PS2 later... *Sigh* No other entertainment...
Saturday, March 28, 2009 0 b*tchin

2558

Dear bloggie,

Will buy 4 ekor tis weekend for no. 2558. If ur wondering wat 2558 is, it's my no. plate for BHP Orange Run. Hahaha...

After tis run, really must allocate atleast 2 weeks off running, injuries cropping up everywhere de. My 2 sessions at Taman Bukit Jalil probably was the root cause of my latest injury knee pain... The route there very hilly, running downline probably put too much stress on my knee de...

Anyway, finally saw the pouch that can carry water container at a New Balance Sport shop at JJ Bukit Tinggi today. Damn expensive! Rm 70 (Even after 10% discount)... Asked quite a number of sport store also all dun have a water container pouch.

Saw 2 types, one is the types I want, got one slot to put one mid size water
container one. Got also slot to put crap like keys inside, running while holding ur keys in ur hands feel abit odd la...


(Can put a bottle and misc things like keys, mp3 player, sex toys n etc...)

Got also the pouch with alot of slot to put 2-4 small water container one, this style I dun like the design... Even though logical dictates should be better since distribute the water weight more evenly.

That's all for tis entry, Earth hour is coming de... Time to slack at JJ Shopping complex again... Wakakaka...
Thursday, March 26, 2009 0 b*tchin

The End Is The Beginning Is The End

Dear bloggie,

Can u feel the dark emotions expressed in tis song? Freakin awesome especially the calamity like feel...


The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning - Smashing Pumpkins

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Strange
Strange
Strange
Sunday, March 22, 2009 0 b*tchin

Bakau@Run for Peace 2009

Dear bloggie,

Just woke up from a 4-5 hours hibernation period due to excessive energy usage. Yea, I joined tis year's Run for Peace 2009. It was an up and down experience for me, mostly more the former.

For starters I overslept. The event was suppose to have assembly at 6am!!! I set alarm 5am so I can have time to bath, eat breakfast, sip coffee, do my toilet debt and do some warm up but after waking up from slumberland for a brief 1 minute, I fell right back there >_<. It wasn't till my father woke me up at 5.45am (Lucky I got ask him to wake me up) I was like OMG WTF!? Took a very quick bath and drove like a maniac to Klang Jaya.

When reached there saw alot of people in green shirt still walking about, so I know not yet start. While parking my car, I realized my driver car door can't open... My father was fixing my power window yesterday so somehow must have mess up the door lock. Had to exit through my passenger side door, some people saw me do tis... so not cool. Then while walking to the padang, felt boh song my stomach (Gluttony is bad, regret having nasi lemak during last nite mamak session). After weighting out the risks of running with a stomach that had % chance to go nuclear during the run, the risk was simply too great considering the odds of finding a toilet during the run is very remote. Went to find a toilet in the Soka building, had a very long queue. Lucky managed to diffuse the nuclear bomb in time... Imagine if I went Peter Petrelli in the middle of the run...

Then went to the padang, was crowded with people wearing the fugly green shirt (Official Run TShirt)... From wat they say, around 3-4K+. Went to take my souvenir(a sweat towel) and mark my attendance(chop at hand). Alot of leng lui mui mui chai... Who said Klang no leng lui? Too bad MFR didn't join, else he sure drool till flood one since he into RAWZ meat one. Anyway had a big signboard "Run for peace" for ppl to sign, but I lazy to sign since I not running for peace, I running for the sake of running. Got also a facepaint corner where ppl can get the face paint like monkeys but of course I stay away also.

Then the opening ceremony was officiate by non other than our Selangor Menteri Besar Khalid. Selangor State dude Xazier also present with MPK ah tau(Big Head) and some other bigshots. For a moment I had the funny thought of police barging in with water canons and tear gas declaring tis event as perhimpunan haram... LOL. After opening speech by the Soka president n Khalid, a dude went up stage to lead us all do warm up aerobics. Wah damn song! So gam, was behind a leng lui when warm up. Fuiyoh! See young babe do stretching infront of me really reboot my mind from lala land la.

Then the momemet we all be waiting for, "Peeet!!!". First thing I immediately learn, very hard to run with alot of people blocking ur path walking. Next thing I immediately remember, forgot to start my stop watch to clock my time... Tiu! Start off walking with the rest of the pack, but no signs of open path. So decided to start following some runners that were aggressively cutting through the walking pack. Run non stop till reach 1st water stop. Alot of ppl, I decided to not stop to refill my water tank. Good gamble, after running n cutting for awhile more, outpace the slow walking pack. Had more space to run. Continue my pace, very slow but consistent. Then reach a point saw runner on the opposite side of the road running opposite direction. Wow... Fast! I glance infront, expecting to make a uturn but when reach the roundabout the path leads instead into the housing area... Walan! Really making a BIG UTURN.

Started to feel breath weakening at this point. Huff, Puff, Huff, Puff... But still continue my pace till reach the water station, made a pitstop for water. Once water safely down my throat and the paper cup in the bin, hit the pedal again. Alot of young gung-ho where practically sprinting pass me. Wanted to follow their pace but my "ah pek" (old man) wisdom told me I'm better off running at my own pace. To my ego's satisfaction, I managed to cut some of them back when they habis gas. When I finally was running at the opposite direction of the road after making the BIG UTURN, saw lot of ppl running at where I was probably 20-30+ minutes ago. I made a evil snigger for the nasty suprise that awaits them at the roundabout infront of them...

At tis point my endurance was really nearing it's limit. Almost no gas left but still a long way to go. Then things started to look very odd to me as I started to see alot of people walking with no sweat. I run like f*ck but they walk without sweat also can outpace me!? Almost reaching the big road infront of JJ Bukit Tinggi I broke down. Gas sudah habis, there goes my strategy to run non-stop at a slow but at a consistent pace... Walk to recuperate for awhile (2-3 minutes maybe) then somehow managed to jump start my engine... Broke down another 2 more times, but managed to jump right back after 30-40 secs of walking. I think I was inspired by my competitive nature as when I saw a lot of young punks n mui mui chai cut me, a part of me was screaming "Common, are u goin to let these punks disgrace u like tis meh?" which motivates me to jump right back into joggin mode.

I was slowly walking (Broke down again) when I heard the finish line sound, sound of ppl cheering... I saw the finish line, and hit the pedal again. Crossed the finish line with the "Yea, did it!" sense of accomplishment. Went straight to grab a cup of water. The organizers were handing out freebies like energy drink, fruits, bread and crackers. As I slowly recover at the field, the event announcers were urging the participants to grab their certificate from the counters/booth/watever. I went to claim mine, but a long queue, seem alot of participants surname start with "K" like me. After claiming my certificate, I saw a friend of mine and went to sit at a corner with some of my old dogs from my high school days. As the band was performing on stage, I started my next event on my event list, "Kap Lui". My fren told me the fastest runner today had clock a 20-30 min time. After awhile, my old friends left so I also bla.

Abit dissapointed due to forget to start my stop watch when started running so I dunno did I managed to run under 1 hour or not (I estimated I didn't meet my mark, I ran at probably 6-7 min perkm pace + walk time probably 6 minutes ~= 1 hour+) but overall a good experience despite the hiccup at the start. Hey wat did u expect? After all I was surrounded by young babes that were all wet, steamy & sweaty, mate... Wakakaka... Oh ya, one more thing, hello people? run for peace? Pls la, start with something small and simple first la, like throwing litter into the proper place before world peace la!

Will put in a week rest to recover before resume jogging again. The BHP Orange run dunno can run 10km ar not... Won't have enuff time to train to run the extra 2km with my SG trip inbetween de. Should I skip it? I was actually planning to rest my leg at least 1-2 week for my ankle to recover before I found out bout Orange Run. See how my leg feels first the next 3-4 days then will decide... Till then tis is Bakau signing off this blog entry for "Run of Peace 2009"

PS: Sori, no photo of the event since I no camera and no one bother to take pix of me running since I lone ranger
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Persona

Dear bloggie,

Who really is the person that I can see in the reflection of my laptop screen in front of me?
Who really are the peoples close to me?
Who really are the random people I see around me everyday?

They say we all wear a mask called persona to hide our true self...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 0 b*tchin

On ur mark, get set, Peace...

Just bring it b*atch!

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I believe this is heaven to no one else but me..

Dear bloggie,

I believe this is heaven to no one else but me,
and I'll defend it as long as I can be left here to linger in silence,
if I choose to would you try to understand it...?


Elsewhere- Sarah Mclachlan

I love the time and in between
The calm inside me
In the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a
Distance I have wandered
To touch upon the years of
Reaching out and reaching in
Holding out holding in

I believe
This is heaven to no one else but me
And I'll defend it as long as I can be
Left here to linger in silence
If I choose to
Would you try to understand

I know this love is passing time
Passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire...
But I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near...
I believe...

I believe
This is heaven to no one else but me
And I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
If I choose to
Would you try to understand

Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free
The mold that clings like desperation
Mother can't you see I've got
To live my life the way I feel is right for me
Might not be right for you but it's right for me...
I believe...

I believe
This is heaven to no one else but me
And I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
If I choose to
Would you try to understand it

I would like to linger here in silence
If I choose to
Would you understand it
Would you try to understand...


Felt a sense of kinship to the lyrics of this song...
Sunday, March 15, 2009 2 b*tchin

A tale about a Big Fish...

Dear bloggie,

Have you ever heard a joke so many times you’ve forgotten why it’s funny? But then you hear it again and suddenly it’s new. You remember why you loved it in the first place.

Saw Big Fish again and oh boy, reminds me of wat an awesome story tis was when I first saw it 5-6 years ago. An awesome tale of fantasy, dreams, imagination...
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I'm so f*cking bored

Dear bloggie,

It been quite sometime since I felt tis bored with nothing todo on my weekends... I mean weekends just fly by don't they? It just felt like yesterday was my first weekend at my first week at work... Tired, Battered, Too moody todo anything...

3 years worth of weekends, that's around 288 days. I really despise the fact I'm sometimes just too tired on certain weekends to fully utilize it and then when I go back to work on monday, my spirit is further degenerates becoz of a under utilize weekend which result in my tired feel in my mood on the following weekend. It's a sad cycle and one tat's hard to break due to habitual reasons.
Friday, March 13, 2009 0 b*tchin

Update Version 2009.3.13

Dear bloggie,

Yea, the excitement & tension is running high as 22 March looms closer... Last Wed did a short hill run, after onli 3 repetitions gas bocor... Couldn't even jog back to the apartment, had to drag my sori @$$ carcass. My ankle injury resurfaced too... *Sigh*.

Anyway learned an awesome new technique while running tat day. It's not a running technique tat can make me move at the speed of light or wat but rather is a mental technique. While tis technique can go by alot of names, I decided I would use the name "Winner's Thinking" as a parody to all those motivational crap techniques. This technique is really easy, just deceive/bullsh*t/lie/imagine/watever urself that there is something great at the end of tis track when the tough really gets going. This will motivate urself to continue and temporary create a distraction in ur mind from negative thoughts like I wanna give up, Can't do it, F*ck why do I need to do tis, etc. I tried tis technique when I really had a hard time joggin uphill, I deceived myself that there's was a particular JModel *Ahem* up tat hill tat was rooting me to suck it up and take another step forward. Sure I know it's 100% pure fake, no f*ckin moron will even bother to root for me in watever I do in real life but the mind is a weak thing and self denial is a skill I have long mastered. (Incase u fail to catch my sarcastic joke, I'm using the word "Winner Thinking" and "Self deception" together so when u lump em together, u get Winner Thinking = Self Deception)

Anyway, beside the charity run I also probably will be attending Oasis Concert at SG. Most likely go there for a one nite stand onli, planning to stay at Geylang btw... *wink* *wink*. Hope the concert can rejuvenate my fading Rock n Roll spirit tat seems to be fading due to inactivity...

After the RnR is done, might be joining BHP Orange Run somemore. Been quite sometime since I had so much activities planned at a go.
Monday, March 9, 2009 0 b*tchin

Can't get tis so getting tat

Dear bloggie,

Finally achieved my goal of running 8km in 1 hour (To be exact 58 minutes 47 secs). I also decided to scrap my initial goal of running the charity run in under 45 minutes. I doubt I can improve enough in a week training time to achieve that goal. My problem is still lacking endurance and pace.

I actually attempted to achieve the 45 minutes mark today but fail miserably due to my lack of endurance when I attempted to up the pace which backfired, causing me to run outta gas really fast and had to walk to recover for almost 12 minutes+. Luckily I managed to recover and sticking to my normal slow pace I somehow managed to barely slip pass the 1 hour mark.

Good and bad news, bad news is my left feet is starting to shows the exact same symptoms as like my right feet before injury. Good news meanwhile I ran without any pain on my right ankle. Still some discomfort but should be ok since it didn't affect my run today.
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Watchmen Movie Verdict

Dear bloggie,

I'd hated it... I dunno wat else to say after seeing the wasted potential this movie failed to delivered. Frankly speaking, I felt the movie screwed up big time on some parts of the movie.

Ok, for those tat come to see tis movie expecting another action packed 300 remake... Boy, u be goin home a disappointed kid. Tis is not an action movie, more of a drama, sorta like Dark Knight style. Alot of talking than action. There are a few action scenes, stylist but little. Another warning, tis is NOT a movie for those kids! VERY violent!

Even the funny parts of the movie is sickening violent to a certain degree. Take for instance a scene where Rorschach goes to the toilet to teach a dwarf a lesson for insulting him. Alot of the people were laughing when Rorschach came out of the toilet and the sound of flushing was heard. I however knew given the sick and violent nature of Rorschach, something sickening had happened to the dwarf and a few seconds later the laughing crowd was send into a stupor silence as the blood started to overflow out from the toilet.

Lets me start my bashing by criticizing the movie for screwing some critical parts of the movie. Take for instance, the critical part where Dr Manhattan rediscover his humanity side... very badly executed!!! The crux speech of "the miracle has occurred" by Dr Manhattan sounded like phony 2 dollar bill to me. Tis speech was supposed to convey to the viewers that there is hope to humanity! But Dr Manhattan sorta like just recite the speech like a robot... Zzz...

2nd thing I would like to bash is the ridiculous costume choice for the 1st generation Watchmen. I know it was done on purpose but really, I hardly failed to understand the satire it was trying to convey.

3rd, Sex, sex, sex. It was simply overdone. If I wanna see sex action I will go see a porn movie dud. This movie could really do without these scene as it sorta drag the movie pace down alot. Common for pete sake, do u even need to show Dr Manhattan threesome some with Silk Spectre!? F*CK!

4th bashing is lack of characterization. While they managed to convey the personality of The Comedian, Dr Manhattan, Rorschach... They really screwed up for the remaining 3. Yea, Ozymandias's lack of characterization till the finale is arguable due to storyline but Nite Owl and Silk Spectre were acting like sex fiends interested onli in laying each other despite the threat of a nuclear war that could wipe up the entire human race through the whole f*ckin movie. Rorshach voice had the detective feel but I felt lack the spiteful feel that he should have considering this character personality. Best characterization ironically belongs to The Comedian, the movie successfully convey The Comedian twisted personality in a believable manner it's sickening to watch at some scenes.

Another thing I would like to point out is the over flooding of information the movie throws at its viewer. It sometimes feel very hard to process all the information the movie is trying to deliver to the viewers. From the death lock state of Cold War between the US and Russia to how each Watchmen came to be, I think it's quite hard to fully comprehend the complex story and it's hidden gems from just one viewing.

Ok, while the movie suffers from the flaws I listed above, the part of the movie tat made me glued to my seat was the amazing dark storyline which was the darkest I seen for a superhero genre. Even the dark knight dark storyline was a pale in comparison to this movie superb storyline. The dark storyline really is up my alley as it really shows the sickening side of humanity. Even the supposedly "heroes" of this movie are really twisted! Take Dr Manhattan for instance, he is arguably the most powerful being in this story and worship as a god, yet his transformation to Dr Manhattan made him to view things from the perceptive of logic only, causing him start losing him empathy touch as a human being. The scene where The Comedian cold blooded killed a Vietnam women pregnant with possibly his own son/daughter in front of Dr Manhattan was simply a stellar scene which display the darkness of the storyline. Dr Manhattan confronted The Comedian on his action, but The Comedian instead rap him by saying:

"Yeah. Yeah, that's right. Pregnant woman. Gunned her down. Bang. And y'know what? You watched me. You coulda changed the gun into steam or the bullets into mercury or the bottle into snowflakes! You coulda teleported either of us to goddamn Australia... but you didn't lift a finger! You don't really give a damn about human beings. I've watched you. You never cared about what her name, Janey Slater, even before you ditched her. Soon you won't be interested in Sally Jupiter's little girl, either. You're driftin' outta touch, Doc. You're turnin' into a flake. God help us all."

Really dark! For me, Rorschach wins my vote as most my favorite Watchmen character due to his viewpoint that things are either white or black, there is no such thing as gray. And evil in his point of view deserves retribution with no compromise. He follows his believes to the extend he was willing to sacrifice himself and others to stay true to his believe. His viewpoint was perhaps the reason why the conclusion in the finale ended in such majestic manner. However sad to say despite the awesome conclusion, the movie was beyond rescue even at that point of the movie.

My rating for tis movie: C, The movie just fell flat... If it wasn't due to the superb storyline, I would easily gave a D to this movie...
Saturday, March 7, 2009 0 b*tchin

Puppy Love...

Dear bloggie,



Tis mui mui chai so kaaawaaaiiii.... Hehehe, I think kena stalker syndrome de...

Lucky bastard doggie... If I could get my hands on tat dog, it will 1st hand taste the wrath of my steamboat pot...
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Monk for dummies

Dear bloggie,

Alot of ppl sorta like gimme the "Har!?" face whenever I self proclaim the title as a monk. Common la dud dudes, never heard ppl quote out the sarcastic phrase "Living like a monk" before meh... When I sarcastically say I'm a monk, it's simply mean I been forced to live like a monk, just without the religious part ok...

"A Monk (Greek: μοναχός, monachos) is a person who practices religious asceticism, the unconditioning of mind and body in favor of the realization of one's true nature, and does so living either alone or with any number of like-minded people, whilst always maintaining some degree of physical separation from those not sharing the same purpose - Wikipedia"

I started to called myself a monk coz of my amazement of studying how monks live but it's ironic tat "monk" have the meaning above. Living either alone or with any number of like-minded people while separating from those who don't. Wow... I'm so monk!

Maybe I can actually write a monk for dummies when I'm more elderly to guide all those lost monk out there how to "properly live like a monk". Hahhaah....
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Truly, Deeply, Madly... Classico...

Dear bloggie,

I sometimes get amazed by the emotions that surfaces when I listen to old pop songs tat used to grace my ancient winamp during my "youthful" days.


Truly, Deeply, Madly - Salvage Garden

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on a new, beginning
A reason for living, a deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of-
The highest power, in lonely hours, the tears devour you
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes, 'cos it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

(I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me) ~2X


Hav an appointment with my old college monks tis evening to watch "The Watchmen" Woot! Yea, yea, bz weekend but well u know la, being CEO of KFMO (Klang Fake Monk Organization) comes with some responsibilities one la... Tomolo hav to drag my carcass to Kepong to attend a wedding dinner... *Sigh*
Friday, March 6, 2009 2 b*tchin

Oasis in SG

Dear bloggie,

Another MFR trip is on the horizon... Oasis is cuming to SG tis 5 April. MFR and Godlike Mat Cool Monk has already sign up. I'm still waiting for the details for the concert, probably will sign up too despite the tight schedule I plan up for April (Slack for the whole month, man wat a bz bz month).

I swear I put tis vid in my blog already but since search can't find and the Oasis mood/music/feel/watever is on the air...


Wonderwall - Oasis

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Nice guitar riff...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 0 b*tchin

Hey, hey, eh, eh...

Dear bloggie,

Tell me, doesn't tis song rox...


Drops of Jupiter - Train

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

Did u fall for a shooting star?
Monday, March 2, 2009 0 b*tchin

~I'm still here

Dear bloggie,


I'm still here - John Rzeznik

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway...
You don't know me,
And I'll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
The don't know me,
'Cause I'm not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
They can't see me,
But I'm still here.

They can't tell me who to be,
'Cause I'm not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin',
While I keep on dreamin' for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I'll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They're the ones that stay the same.
I'm the one now,
'Cause I'm still here.

I'm the one,
'Cause I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.
I'm still here.

Wow, this song sure bring back fond memories... First heard tis song in Treasure Planet movie. Used to watch tat movie on my regular midnight movie marathons during my college days...
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Pearls of wisdom

Dear bloggie,

Some words of wisdom from the wise/senile elderly...

"Dwayne, this is the voice of experience talking, Are u listening? F*ck alot of women Dwayne, Not just one, ALOT of women. Are u getting any? No? Jesus! Ur wat? 15? My God man! U should be getting that young stuff. The young stuff is the best in the whole world. F*ck alot of women kid, I have no reason to lie to you. Not one women, ALOT of women. U heard wat I said? Did it go in anywhere? - Edwin Hoover"

"Whatever happens u tried todo something on ur own, which is more than most ppl ever do and I include myself up in that category. U took a big chance, and it took guts and I'm proud of you - Edwin Hoover"

"You know what a loser is? A real loser is somebody that is so afraid of not winning, they dun even try - Edwin Hoover"

Taken from the movie Little Miss Sunshine...
Sunday, March 1, 2009 0 b*tchin

~Yeeeeeeeeeeeee Hooouuu...!!!

Dear bloggie,

Who or What the f*ck is Baba O'Riley?


Baba O'Riley - The Who

Out here in the fields
I fight for my meals
I get my back into my living.

I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven.
yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah

Don't cry
Don't raise your eye
It's only teenage wasteland

Sally, take my hand
We'll travel south cross land
Put out the fire
And don't look past my shoulder.

The exodus is here
The happy ones are near
Let's get together
Before we get much older.

Teenage wasteland
It's only teenage wasteland.
Teenage wasteland
Oh, yeah
Teenage wasteland
They're all wasted!


Hahaha, luv the guitarist parts + antics... Either he too high de or on crack...
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~No one knows what it's like

Dear bloggie,

Nope, I dun have blue eyes but tis is an awesome song nether the less...


Behind Blue Eyes - The Who

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes


A nice angst song with a nice combination of vocals, electric guitar with the awesome MFR part near the end of the song.