Rockbottom

Dear bloggie,

Yea, hit rock bottom... The Kota Kemunting company didn't contact me... Looks like no offer de... Somemore wasted another chance yesterday... On a losing streak in chess, rating pummel from 1600+ to 1560... Finally, calluses started popping up from my right palm, whenever I grip something heavy, one white line of dead skin will appear in my right palm... Damn ugly sight... Sand paper it, skin smooth back but got red mark there de, not sure if will heal... Not sure if I will continue my rock bottom descend...