Emptiness

Dear bloggie,

After only being a slacker for 1 week, I realized how hollow my life actually is. Take aside the busy working life outta me and all you have is a man that so empty in the inside. No social life, no skill, no interest in life, nothing... As if I am an empty bottle with nothing inside... No soft drink, no fruit juice, not even plain water...

I ate breakfast alone at McD in Bukit Tinggi JJ today. I sat alone in the deserted McD sipping the steaming hot coffee, feeling each warm steam coming out from the coffee. Sitting alone in a deserted area with the disturbingly comforting view of the huge empty carpark infront of me suddenly make me shrink before the emptiness in our life. The emptiness that always was there, but was hidden by the mundane daily chores of our life. I felt as if I could go crazy if I delve in this emptiness for even just a day. I ponder at that moment of emptiness if this feeling is exclusive to me alone or does everyone feel it to but simply choose to ignore it's existence? Perhaps they don't even know it's there?